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Me - Get motivated everyday!

Cant find the owner tag line reference. So many of them that I cant find the real one:


Somehow, I find this interesting article while searching for the owner of the tag line:


Enjoy it!

Best Boss :D

Last week I received 2 'templates' from my Boss of docs that I should prepare. He mentioned them as 'templates' but I guess the two files are actually the docs that I should submit to him. He filled the templates with the actual titles, actual description of relative projects. I can see that only diagrams for system analysis are empty. Those are what I like. Diagramming. Pictures of exact flows and business processes. No bla.. bla.. bla.. writings that I don't like to neither write nor read and I am quite sure person who need to read the docs (if I'm the one who write them) will get blur also. :P My BosS writings helps me a lot in understanding what is actually going on since we do not have much talks and discussions. I don't know what is in his mind. Calling me as 'Superwoman wanna be' not motivate at all me because that Superwoman thing - is I know, not to be taken as a compliment. I tell myself, I do not do anything wrong. I just eager to learn things since I do not have improvements in these 3 years working environment. Chaiyok! (Korean word for Keep trying until success :D.)

So now the 'templates' became less than 50 pages with writings (thanks Boss for the writings and templates). Maybe still around that figure after included them with diagrams. Keep fighting. Chaiyok!!

Anyway, I hope 'Superwoman wanna be' (which I guess not) and her boss (that's my Boss) can still gain excellent result together with my colleague.. together we get end year bonus! Yeah!

p/s: My aim is not the bonus actually. It is just for motivational stuff.

Jake Birkett Says:
July 2nd, 2007 at 2:47 am

yeah teams can be good motivators. Another way to motivate yourself if you have to do something you don’t feel like is to visualise the end goal and realise that this is just a step towards it. Martial arts or fitness training helps you to get used to pushing yourself when you don’t want to (so does having kids, lol!)

-- Get motivated everyday :D (borrow this tagline from someone. cant find his reference. Cant find him) --

System Documentation. Adus!

Gue kan.. paling malas keje-keje taip-menaip, baca-membaca.. oo tidak! Bos suh wat system documentation plak da. Ni keje Analyst Programmer ++ (er... kerja programming jarang-jarang aje. Lately asyik melepak depan notebook sambil berangan. Hohoho).

Contoh dokumen yang bos bagi 270 pages. OOooo no! Caner gue nak mengarang sampai banyak tu. Kalo gue dapat, da lama gue karang buku & jual. Da lame gue kaya beb.

Walo macam mana pun, akoo akan tabahkan hati ku untuk menaip dokumentasi ini beserta membuat analisis sistem yang da wujud. Tu la.. sape suh design dalam kepala aje? Plak tu takde documentation. Kan da susahkan gue. Huhu~..

Tabahkan hati jugak la dengan penuh paksa rela kerana gaji masyuk bulan-bulan. Ngehehe... + target bonus hujung tahun. Tu pun kalo dapat la kan memandangkan banyak payment yang tengah hold. Klien pun satu hal. Nape tak bayo awal-awal. Keje kitorang setel, keje korang pon setel. Tak baik lambat-lambatkan keje. Tau ngak?

Moral of the story (sebenanye takde kaitan pun :P). Kepada kalian-kalian yang menjadi klien kepada mana-mana company dan rase mempunyai hutang sile la bayo. Tak lupa juga kepada majikan seantero, kalo tak bayo gaji pekerja pun kire berhutangkan. Sile la bayo. Last but not least, sape tak bayo hutang kat kawan-kawan, mak bapak, adik-beradik.. sile la... BAYO! Hihihi..

My weakness

Hurm... a big relief + a bit of worry.... The story from the heart told. A bit kept so that others wont get hurt. Actually, scared to hurt others cuz knows how it feels.

It is so hard to cover wat bad things they did to us. Try so damn hard till me myself bleed inside so much. People said u get wat u give. Giving a lot of tolerates here but some people cant see it. Dunt want people to tolarate. Juz plz dunt punish this person for wat I didnt meant. All I pray is for everyones good. Cant they do the same?

Cared for others so much. Dont dare to put them down. How could they turn me down in return?

Really... really mean no harm. Peace. No more war.

Selfish me or selfish u?

serius.. kadang-kadang rase penat.. penat sangat.. eh.. bukan kadang-kadang la. actually slalu. ahahah. berhadapan ngan situation 'selfish' ni... dikelilingi orang yang selfish. camne kalu bestfriend kite pon selfish, sampai rela pijak kepala kita just to stand up. why dunt we rise together. orang yang kita sayang pon selfish..

"if u want to be success by letting me behind then go.. dunt turn around just to show that u have a bit sense of care towards me. its an insult to our 'former relationship'. u left me means u left me. i never leave u these days. im always there as a friend. now u are going to mess wit our friendship. damn! dunt ever honey me coz im not ur honey. go.. dunt take away sweet memories left." These words want to say to him but i didnt ever made it coz.... its 'compassion in my nature';

Scars by Papa Roach

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]

Penat seh..

Udah lama ngak coret ceritera kat sini. Hehehe. Kepala fenin bangat. Otak ku bercabang 3. Setel 1, tinggal lagi 2. Sebab tu takde masa nak tulis blog. Banayk nak cerita. Takpe-takpe.. ada mase akoo tulis aje. Nak letak gamba pasal acara makan-makan a.k.a weeding ceremony yang akoo attend baru ni. Dah dekat sebulan da. Da basi kot gambo makanan tuh. Heh. Bantai aje. k.. keje banyak neh. gotta go!

Paper never forgets

Dats wat Ms Dalila told during a session in Public Speaking course. Actually its more on motivational course. Hehe... Love it!

However.. I forgot already when is the last time I officially write. Officially write doesn't include scratching. Basically im gonna change diz to "Database never forgets" cuz Paper surely never forgets but Im the one who careless and forget where did I put papers. Hohoho. Silly me.

Well, DB needs backup and I pass diz job to blogger DB. miow! :D Backup? Im gonna gamble.

To make things clear n fast... I WANT TO REMIND MYSELF of LEARN DRUPAL untill pro. Err.. my bosses behind and Im wrinting blog. Gonna go! ciow.

Rusak? lagi...

Waa!! Cane nak wat keje.. PC kat umah lak x ley nak on.. ni nak kene beli notebook baru gak ni. Current Dell promo macam x best sangat compare to the previous one. Nak tunggu Christmas Eve nyer promo. Mesti lagi bombastic neh. Yuhuu!!

dell.com.my/0049

Rusak.. Cane nak wat keje arr?

Lately.. manyak barang rusak ar.. Fenin tul kepala gue. Notebook (2002) wayar putus.. da takley baiki.. screen pon wayar da macam apa aje.. sekijap display ok.. kejap.. merah..biru.. hijau.. sakit mate gue. Hdd lak bad sector. Pastu ingat nak wat keje kat umah.. keje-keje explorasi n freelance.. da x ley nak transfer data ke umah sbb.. 3 bijik thumbdrive gue tak di'detect' by pc kat umah. Nak pakai external hdd.. hdd lak tak detect kat pc opis. Sakit tul! Plak tu... Modem kat umah prob. Tak ley connect tenet. Skang ni.. kene wat software testing. Keje simple aja. Tapi yang bengang aritu anto pc kat opis ni baiki.. xde sound la plak. Pastu gue send balik baiki. Then ble nak test software ni.. kene guna line in audio.. rupe-rupenye.. x detect sore la plak. Ape ke hal?? Ape la.. naseb gue. Huhuhu...

Da survey notebook cun kat Dell website. Cun bangat. Spec cun.. Harga cun kalu nak diikutkan spec nye.. Cume satu jek yang tak cun. Gue tadak credit card nak beli. Hohoho. Da survey gak kat HP. Mahal la berbanding Dell sbb dengan spec yang sama... harga lagi mahal. Mane gue nak korek beb? Nak bayo PTPTN lagi. Dekat 2k gak la setahun guenyer PTPTN kene bayo. Kalo tak bayo PTPTN.. dak makcik kayo dah gue ni. Kikikikik...

Urm... semoge akooo cepat kayo! Amin...