Punching bag.. Sincerity? Part I

Penat.. letey... argh!!! Do you hear me?!! Tak tercakap plak kepada yang berkaitan.. er.. yang berkaitan tu sape eh? Kikik...

Penat sebenanye. Mendahulukan orang lain dulu.. pentingkan orang lain... kalau ikut sunnah Rasulallah s.a.w... tak salahkan. Tapi serius penat. Ble kite jek yang apply mende-mende ni sumer. Penat sioott!!! Orang lain tak reti nak ber'give & take' ke? Bukan nye ble kita buat sesuatu tu.. kite nak harap balasan daripada orang lain. Cume.. please give time and spaces to each other la.

Member gue.. pesan.. "ex-bos aku pesan.. kita jangan jadik punching bag orang". Dah banyak kali da.. die pesan. Tapi gue tak reti-reti nak memahamkan erti sebenar ayat die tu. Skang baru ada aura-aura nak paham. Hehe... Akoo.. Kalu bley.. serius kalu bley.. sumer mende nak wat.. sumer orang yang ada prob.. seboleynye akoo nak tolong. Paling tidak.. be by their side to comfort or listen to their heart..

Penat.. tapi tu ar.. no one really can understand me or be by my side when I need someone. Even if there is someone, they dont really be wit me becoz I need them but more to they need me at that time and the real thing is.. again... I'm comforting them... Well I'm not a perfect person. Maybe this is what in my mind from my point of view. Maybe others dont think so.. Urm.. I always keep wat I feel inside cuz I give spaces to others...

Gotta works to do... gotta go... still something in heart cannot be told.